Sunday, June 16, 2019

The Benefits of Suffering


St. John’s, Saugus, Massachusetts
June 16, 2019
The Rev. Nancy E. Gossling
Trinity Sunday and Fathers’ Day

St. Paul’s letter to the Romans was written from Corinth in 58 AD and carries his gospel message to an audience mostly unknown to him. In it, he writes about the purpose of Jesus, God’s desire for reconciliation, and the gift of the Holy Spirit that has been given to us, which pours God’s love into our hearts. After leaving Corinth and going to Jerusalem, St. Paul stopped in Rome on his way to Spain; for Paul had sensed that his ministry as an evangelist in the Aegean region was completed.
As a self-identified missionary and evangelist like St. Paul, I was happy that I could be with you here today at St. John’s. I love to talk about the good news of Jesus Christ in many places and contexts. Like St. Paul, I have learned repeatedly how to trust God in all manner of conditions, and to rely upon the power of the Holy Spirit wherever I am. I have known good times and bad times, and the temptation to fall back into fear; but St. Paul reminds us that “the Spirit of God will help us in our weakness, pray for us, and intercede for us with sighs too deep for words.”
I spoke with Sarah last week and I am delighted that she can have some vacation time before she assumes her new role as a full-time rector in Haverhill. In our conversation, I asked her about you and some of your history, and I learned that her time with you has been wonderful, and yet shorter than expected. Transitions can be fearful times. In every transition there are losses and disappoints that sadden us, as well as hopes and blessings for the future that begin to appear.
I spent this past week at Virginia Theological Seminary at a conference intended to nurture our passion for preaching. It’s called “Deep calls to Deep.” Knowing that God calls us into deep relationships with God and one another, we are continually invited to listen to God’s Spirit. While our lives are a blessing, no one escapes life without suffering, and while some people will struggle with the concept of God suffering, I find it comforting. “Do you not know that all of us who have been baptized into the death of Jesus were also baptized into his resurrection?” St. Paul reminded the Romans that nothing can ever separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.
 My God knows what it is like to be human and to suffer; and St. Paul claims that our suffering has its benefits. For example, it will produce endurance. Now, if you’re anything like me, you will want to run from suffering as fast as you can, or get out of its way as quickly as possible. We avoid suffering like the plague; but there’s no escape. Whether we like it or not, we suffer and we see the suffering of others.
 We must endure these hard times whenever they come and however long they last, not as victims on the cross but rather as believers in Jesus, with the victory of Christ in our minds, and the joy of his resurrection in our hearts. In March, when my daughter was pregnant at 25 weeks, she gave birth prematurely to fraternal twin boys, and our family endured a season of suffering. Riding the roller coaster of emotions that comes with having someone you love in the intensive care unit, we prayed daily for their lives, hoping that each boy would not only survive but thrive. Today they are each 7 pounds of life and growing well. This afternoon, I will fly to Minnesota to hold them for the very first time.
Perhaps you can see the character lines in my face. I know you have them too. When we endure hard times, it will reflect not only in our bodies but also in how we live. We always have choices. We can give up in despair, blame others for our pain, and play the victim, or we can learn to rely more deeply upon God’s love, and find the courage to change or to endure our times of suffering until they pass. We can choose our attitudes and actions. We can pray with an urgency that we neglected before, going deeper into our relationship with God. We can look to our family, friends, and our church communities for encouragement, support, and to help us remember our gospel story.
When we endure suffering, perhaps our hearts will be softened. Maybe, through our tears, we will see life more clearly, follow Jesus more nearly, and love people more dearly. Hopefully, we will speak words of love and offer small acts of kindness to others; for as baptized Christians, we promise to proclaim by word and example the good news of God in Christ, seeking to serve Christ in all persons, and loving our neighbors as ourselves. With my faith communities, Facebook friends, and Caring Bridges around the world my heart is glad, and my spirit rejoices because I know I am not alone.
St. Paul reminds us that “the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory about to be revealed to us.” He reminds us to have deep trust, indeed total trust in God. To the Romans, he proclaimed that we are justified by our faith in Christ, not by our works, nor by our achievements, but rather by our belief in the grace of God. Therefore we boast in the Lord, who gives us hope.
 Although we may have been walking crookedly, even bent over by the weight of our sins or the suffering we have endured, in Christ we become worthy to stand upright before God. When we have the mind of Christ, and listen to the Holy Spirit, we will find new life and a peace that surpasses all understanding. We can boast in our suffering because we know that suffering has its benefits; it produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not disappoint us, because God’s power is greater than even death.
Yes, Jesus gave us hope. The Son of God, who had not finished his message to his disciples before he was crucified, knew that they would not understand why he would have to suffer, and even die. Yes, Jesus gave us hope, because He promised that although He still had many things to say, He knew that we can only handle so much at a time, and that God will not give us more than we can bear. Yes, Jesus gave us hope, and that hope will not disappoint us.
So Jesus and his Father in heaven sent the Holy Spirit to pour God’s love into our hearts, and promised that this Holy Spirit would help us to endure our sufferings. In a daily meditation for young adults called www.d365.org, Erin Hutchison wrote, “When you walk down to a creek or river and look around, you are sure to find smooth rocks. Once jagged, the rocks slowly but surely become smooth under the steady flow of water. Rocks, of course, can’t object and walk away. No, they stay put, allowing the water to pour across them, refining them.” No, we cannot avoid suffering but we can allow the Holy Spirit to smooth our sharp edges and refine our lives.
Personally and professionally, I am on the road and in the air a lot. Felipe Martinez preached a sermon about the various ways that he travels.(May 31 2005 Christian Century) He said, “If my priority is to get to my destination quickly, I map out a route, get in my car, set the cruise control, turn on the radio, fly through the countryside, and stop only when absolutely necessary. But if the weather is right and time is no factor, my priorities change. I grab my helmet and off I go on my motorcycle.” At a slower pace, he is able to look at the scenery, see the signs along the way, stop in small towns, and enjoy a meal even when he doesn’t need to refuel.
            Martinez suggests that we all have our own “small towns” named suffering, endurance, character, and hope. Like us, he wants to get to the town of hope as quickly as possible. And yet, St. Paul tells us that hope is always present and does not disappoint us. We can always see signs of hope if we’re looking for them, even when we’re in the town of suffering. We can trust God, who created us, Jesus who saves us, and the Spirit who will guide us.
In a Taize meditation that I found on your website, the author wrote, “Although there may be shocks and even upheavals in our lives, Jesus is present by his Holy Spirit. He will always say to us: “Even when you are going through the harshest trial, I am present underneath your despair…and I am also there deep within your hope.” Deep calls to deep. Jesus calls from the deep of God’s heart to the deep of our hearts and inviters us to stop and eat at His Table today, in this town called Saugus.
Dear Christian friends in Saugus, maintain your hope. Whether you take the highway or the backroads, remember that God is with you on the journey, no matter which town you’re in. Listen to the Spirit. Then fasten your seat belts, and enjoy the ride!


Proverbs 8:1-4, 22-31
Romans 5:1-5
John 16:12-15
Psalm 8
or Canticle 13 (or Canticle 2)





Sunday, June 2, 2019

Chasing the Rabbit


7 Easter, June 2, 2019
Emmanuel Church, West Roxbury
The Rev. Nancy E. Gossling

            When I was with you two weeks ago, I talked about visions and voices, and today the writer of Revelation, whose name is John, claims that he has seen visions of Jesus and can hear his words. Today, I want to talk to you about your vision as a church community. I know that you have been in transition for some time, even before Father Edson served as your interim rector, or more recently with Father Voysey as your priest in charge. I also know that you are having a parish meeting next Sunday in order to discuss your current life together and your plans for the future.
            I want to tell you a story about a wise old man who lives in a desert. A young man comes to him with a question: he wants to know why people give up searching for God so quickly. And the wise man, like Jesus often did, told him a parable, which is another story, and if I remember correctly, it goes something like this:
            “There was a dog who caught sight of a rabbit. Because he was hungry, he took after it. Friends and neighbors heard his barking and, although they hadn’t seen the rabbit, they decided to join him in the chase. Night and day they ran after the bunny, and yet they weren’t able to catch it. Slowly, members of the pack fell away, until only one dog was left in the hunt, and that one dog was the one who had seen the rabbit.”
            I think our churches are like that today, are they not? People who have seen the rabbit, or a vision of God, are still in the chase. Whether or not they go to church, they are hungry for something, something more than what the world can give them. Perhaps they come to church because they think that the rabbit might be found here, or at least they might catch a glimpse of it, or a whiff of its scent. Maybe they come because they have friends and neighbors who are also in the hunt, and they’ve heard your barking, or smelled your good food.
This is the last Sunday during the Easter season, and this past Thursday, we celebrated the Ascension of Jesus into heaven. Depending upon your stained glass windows, you may have a vision of Jesus waving goodbye, or see his feet dangling below some clouds. Perhaps there is no image of Jesus at all, only the bug-eyed faces of his disciples who he left behind.
Today, we’ve been waiting a very long time for Jesus to come again in power and great glory. Today, we are left only with the visions and voices of Jesus that we read in scripture. The Easter bunny has come and gone, Jesus has ascended into heaven, and plenty of people have grown weary of waiting. They have fallen out of the pack, or have found God somewhere other than church. Some people never caught the vision in the first place.
            “Do not leave us comfortless, but send your Holy Spirit to strengthen us, and exalt us to that place where our Savior Christ has gone before,” we pray today. Now I’ve never run in a marathon, only a few 5K’s and one 10K long ago; and yet I know from experience that at times like these, life can seem like a marathon. Our races can take us through various landscapes; and when we find ourselves lost in the wilderness, overheating in the desert, or climbing heartbreak hill, we may wonder if it’s time to quit the race.
For most people, life is a marathon; and prayers are essential. We want comfort, strength, and guidance. Even though we may be running with the pack, life can still be a lonely experience, and prayers remind us that we are not alone.. Prayers can help us to tap into a power that is greater and higher, enabling us to do more than we can ever ask or imagine. Although we may lose sight of the rabbit at times, our prayers can remind us that the rabbit really does exist. Encouraged by a vision of God’s kingdom, we can run our race to the finish line, believing that a great feast awaits us there and we will hunger and thirst no more.
            Many years ago I attended a conference called CREDO. It’s an acronym that stands for “Clergy Renewal Education and Discernment Opportunity” and its purpose is to provide clergy with some time away for renewal, to learn new things, and to discern what’s next, not only for them as individuals, but also for the churches in which they serve. With clergy from all over the country, we remember that we are all connected to God and one another in communion, and in our common mission of chasing that rabbit.
            A vision, unlike our mission, is to imagine what the future might look like. For that hungry dog, he sees himself actually catching the rabbit, and then enjoying a tasty meal, perhaps sharing it with others in the pack. He satisfies his hunger, however only for a little while, and then off he will go again. Chasing after rabbits is hard work. It takes time, discipline, and training. It takes perseverance, encouragement, and hope. It is a labor of love and a marathon for life, and prayers are essential.
Now Paul had a vision to go to Philippi to proclaim the good news of our salvation to the people there. Before then, he was on a mission to persecute Christians and had been knocked off his horse on the way to Damascus. Temporarily blinded, he heard the voice of Jesus asking him what he was doing. Coming to believe in Jesus, St. Paul turned his mission into one of proclamation. He became an evangelist, testifying to the love of God and the power of God’s love as revealed to us in the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus. Whether he was on the road or by the river, in a prison or in a house, St. Paul preached the good news of Christ.
After many weeks of travel, “Paul and his companions went outside the gate by the river, where he thought there was a place of prayer; and they sat down and spoke to the women who had gathered there.” Along the way, they “met a slave girl who had a spirit of divination and “she would cry out, ‘These men are slaves of the Most High God, who proclaim to you a way of salvation.’ But Paul, very much annoyed, turned and said to the spirit in her, ‘I order you in the name of Jesus Christ to come out of her.’ And it came out that very hour.”
Over the years, I have found the practice of prayer not only essential but also difficult. There are distractions that will demand my attention, slave girls who will clamor in my ear, perhaps speaking the truth, and yet still annoying me. These voices will tell me to forget about God’s vision, that I am wasting my time, and to quit chasing that rabbit. In fact, in times of distress or weariness, I am tempted to believe that there is no rabbit at all. I am tempted to join the crowds, and say, “Why bother? Let’s just call Grub Hub instead.”
            Paul and Silas had been thrown into jail for annoying others with their evangelism and ruining the money-making efforts of the slave girl’s owners. In prison, however, Paul and Silas did not despair; rather they spent their time praying and singing hymns to God. They still had a vision of God’s kingdom; and then “suddenly there was an earthquake, so violent that the foundations of the prison were shaken; and all the doors were opened and everyone's chains were unfastened. Terrified, the jailer asked them, "Sirs, what must I do to be saved?" And they answered, "Believe on the Lord Jesus."
Richard Hooker, a priest in the Church of England in the sixteenth century, once said that change never comes without inconvenience. A change does not come until a bottom is reached, a wall does not yield, a job is lost, a relationship is ruined, pews become empty, your foundations have been shaken, and no one is chasing the rabbit except one hungry dog. Earthquakes, whether they come to us personally or as a faith community, will force us to assess the current state of our affairs, perhaps inviting us to do things differently. A dog chasing its tail will never catch the rabbit.
I have seen the fragility of our faith communities and the ongoing challenge of imagining God’s vision for our future, and I don’t have any answers, except these. Don’t stop praying, keep chasing the rabbit, and believe in Jesus; for I’ve come to believe that resurrection life is not bound by our walls nor is it contained in our buildings. Rather resurrection life is always running ahead of us, and it lives in the hearts of those who remain on the hunt.


Acts 16:16-34
Revelation 22:12-14,16-17,20-21
John 17:20-26
Psalm 97