1 Lent, March 10, 2019
St. John’s, Newtonville, Massachusetts
The Rev. Nancy E. Gossling
Whenever
I promised my father that I would change my behavior, or do something
differently, he would tease me with the words, “Promises, promises.” As I grew
older, I realized that life is like a rose garden, and that my father never
promised me one. He just promised to stay with me through thick and thin,
sometimes even changing his own behavior in response to mine. After a long and
faithful life in the UCC, Presbyterian, and Episcopal churches, after my
ordination to the priesthood, my 80 year old father decided to confirm his
faith in the Episcopal Church.
The book of Deuteronomy is part of
the covenant that the Israelites made with God on their own lifelong journeys.
Their story started with Father Abraham, who was called by God to leave his
settled life in Syria and travel south. He believed that God would keep God’s
promise, that Abraham’s descendents would be as numerous as the stars in the
sky. Israel’s story continued with Jacob, who reminded them that wrestling with
God is part of the journey, and that such encounters will not only show them a
ladder to heaven but also cause them to limp.
Despite
betrayal by his brothers into slavery, as well as a famine in Egypt, Joseph
believed that God had a plan for them all; that God’s promise of liberation and
salvation would eventually lead them across the Red Sea, and through the
wilderness under the leadership of Moses. As we hear today in the lesson from
Deuteronomy, God had promised them a land, flowing with milk and honey, where
they would live with resident aliens and Levites, and establish themselves as
God’s chosen and beloved people forever. They would be united under one starry
sky, with pillars of clouds during the day and pillars of fire at night,
guiding them through thick and thin.
“Promises,
promises,” my father would say. And you and I know that gardens are full of
both roses and crowns of thorns. We know that gardens hold more than flowers,
and that even deserts can bloom. Gardens have trees and snakes and plenty of
temptations. In God’s garden, we all are alien residents, beautiful and diverse
creations. We are all migrants, having left God’s original garden to settle
into various places throughout our world. We pass through one promised land in
search of another, or maybe we plant down our tent stakes and settle in.
“Promises,
promises,” my father would say. I remember so many of them over my own lifetime
of both wandering and settling. I remember the vows that I made to my husband
45 years ago, and the promises I made at my ordination in 2000. I recall the promises that I made at the
renewal of my baptismal covenant in 2017. Like every year at Lent, I have made
promises to myself and to others, and then broken them time and time again. I
remember that God has promised to be with me through thick and thin.
Miracle
grow can work wonders, I think to myself, as I drop to my knees in prayer.
Pruning can help too; and then disaster strikes, or bad news comes, and I
recall that a swarm of locusts can wipe out an entire crop, and that famines
are real. In times of trouble, I begin to wonder about God and my own journey.
Are these plagues inviting me to move on, or is it time to hunker down, and
settle in for the long haul, trusting that God has promised to be with me
through thick and thin? In the wilderness,
it’s easier to succumb to the voices that tempt us. In the wilderness, food is
scarce, thirst is real, and the destination and outcome remain unclear.
Jesus
was one of those wandering Arameans that the book of Deuteronomy mentions. His
ancestors were from Aram, current day Syria, and Mary and Joseph had traveled
from their home in Nazareth to Bethlehem, then to Egypt, and finally settled in
the Galilee region of Palestine.
Eventually, Jesus became an itinerant preacher, traveling all over the
region to proclaim the good news of God, but first he went to the river Jordan
where he was baptized and filled with the Holy Spirit.
John had promised his followers that
through the baptism of repentance their sins would be forgiven. Washed clean,
they could then enter the Temple in Jerusalem and make sacrifices pleasing to
God. But Jesus didn’t go to the Temple, nor did he return home. Rather, Luke
tells us that Jesus was led by the Spirit into the wilderness, where for forty
days and nights he was tempted by the devil.
My father also talked about being
led down the primrose path. Perhaps you’ve been on one. You walk into something
thinking one thing and then suddenly you find that you’re in a whole different
kind of situation. You’re promised a rose garden and then you find yourself in
a barren desert. Perhaps, you made a covenant with good intentions but
circumstances changed. Or people did. Or I did.
You hoped to be holding a bouquet of roses at the end of the day, and
find yourself stripped naked with a crown of thorns on your head.
For
whatever reason the Spirit led Jesus into the wilderness, Luke’s gospel tells
us that it was the devil who tempted Jesus. And the devil was making promises
to Jesus. “Promises, promises,” my father would say. If you do this, then I
will give you that. Show me your power and I will give you mine. Ask God to
save you and the whole world will be yours. “Trust me,” said the devil. “My
promises will lead you on a primrose path, into a rose garden kingdom, where
the power and the glory will be yours, now and forever.”
Temptations in the wilderness will
come to us in various sizes and shapes, from various people and spirits. People
will make us promises for different reasons. As Christians, we are invited into
a season of Lent, led by the Spirit of God, to repent - to think again about
our lives and our relationships. We are invited to rend not our garments but
our hearts. We are asked to turn back to God.
Jesus
quotes a passage from Deuteronomy, reminding the devil that it is written in
scripture that “Man does not live by bread alone.” I never promised you a rose
garden, said God, but I will provide you with daily bread. The psalmist reminds
us that God takes no delight in burnt offerings, rather the sacrifice of a
troubled spirit, a broken and contrite heart, is pleasing to God; for that is
how God’s grace can enter in. We remember that God is gracious and merciful,
slow to anger and of great kindness; and so we offer our sacrifices of praise
and thanksgiving. This is the primrose path to follow. We trust that God is
with us through thick and thin.
The devil tempted Jesus with appeals
to his pride, to his power, and to his control. And yet, as our collect of the
day reminds us, God knows the weaknesses of each of us. We will make promises
that we cannot keep; and so God sent His only Son who would keep the promise
for us. The old covenant became a new covenant.
God
promised to save us, to help us to recover our sight from our own blindness, so
that we can see God’s hand at work in the world about us. God promised to
liberate us from those things that enslave us, we who are oppressed by our sins
and weighed down by our guilt. God promised to love us and forgive us even as
we put a crown of thorns on His head and pierced His side. “Father forgive
them, for they know not what they do,” said Jesus. “Through thick and thin,
even death,” said Jesus, “I promise to be with you always.”
The story of our salvation began
with Adam and Eve. No one who believes in God’s promise of salvation will be
put to shame, wrote St. Paul. The Word of God is very near to us, in our hearts
and on our lips. That Word of God became incarnate in the person of Jesus, who
took us down the primrose path into a new garden on Easter morning. There,
forgiven and free, the Master Gardener awaits us.
“Promises,
promises,” my father would say. Yes, indeed. Promises are broken by us; and so
we confess our sins. Promises are kept by God; and so we confess our faith in
life of the world to come.
Deuteronomy 26:1-11
Romans 10:8b-13
Luke 4:1-13
Psalm 91:1-2, 9-16
Romans 10:8b-13
Luke 4:1-13
Psalm 91:1-2, 9-16
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